"Whatever I have, wherever I am, I can make it through anything in the One who makes me who I am."
But I just want to say that…
I don’t think anyone will ever understand how extreme my love is and forever will be for the High School Musical movies. Hahah. Like….they will forever reflect my childhood. Whenever I hear the songs,I just automatically get taken back to elementary school and junior high. Then I get sad.
&Also I dont think anyone can understand my love for Demi Lovato either. Like, she is the best ever.
Idk. I can’t. I can’t deal! It’s all so great. I can’t even fathom how much I love both of these things. Anyway, that’s all. I just needed to blurt this random fact out somewhere.
I surprisingly didn’t cry at any of the “LAST” events as a Bulldog…but I think now it’s starting to hit me.
As I’m starting my Summer, I just have all the more free time on my hands& ofcourse that gives me more time to think. It’s starting to hit me that I won’t see most of my friends anymore. Even those friends I only talked to to say hi, or those I sat next to in class, I will miss. I feel like I’m in a sense of denial. Like…idk! I know I won’t see most people again, which is pure fact, but I feel like I’ll see them soon. Idk. It’s weird. When I really, truly think about it, those past few days we were at any event were really the laaast time I’ll ever see them…ever. &As I sit in my room& just think about that, it really makes me so so sad.
&Now, when I pass by my school, which is a lotttt (because I always get boba at the mall….), I just can’t deal with the fact that I am done with it all. Like, other than visiting ever so often, I have no other reason to go back there on that campus. It’s such a weird& overwhelming feeling. These past 3 years (not including my Freshmen year because I was not involved one bit), I have been soo soo busy with school. Everything I did and everything I thought about was revolved around school events…at least for the most part. I had church stuff& family stuff, but y’know what i mean. I spent 7 plus hours, 5 days a week, every week for the past 3 years on Bulldog Country. So of course I’d feel like this now.
It may sound like I am sorta pathetic with no life and should get over it already…but come on. You can’t blame me. I think what makes this entire process harder, too, is that even though you have graduated, the school and programs you were involved in still continue on without you, of course not saying it should revolve around you, but y’know. It’s hard to accept that!
It’ll take me a really long while to get over high school& move on. So please bare with me. It’s such an overwhelming process. Sooo overwhelming. I honestly never ever thought it would end. It all went by so fast. Ahhhh D’: I’m so sad!